Changes
Hello loves, I just want to start off with I am sorry. I know, I know, I took two breaks, swore I was coming back & then guess what, I ended up taking another break. My most recent break was completely unexpected, I was all set to start up again & I was so excited but then life hit me. On Tuesday after I posted my plan with me, my mom called me & gave me the news that my grandfather had passed. He was the first person close to me that I have lost in all 21 years of my life. And I felt especially awful because I am hours away from home, hours away from my grandparents. So it hit me, it was hard, I mainly spoke to my boyfriend because he has lost people close to him & I did what I could to try to gather myself and continue with all the necessary things I needed to do, such as school and work. The week before Josh also lost his brother cat and that was awful for me but mainly for him. So October definitely ended up being a hard month, very unexpected, things that no one can ever really prepare for.
But I took time for myself, I went home that weekend and spent time with my family and Josh, Josh & I really focused on being there for each other and now we're here. As I type this it still hurts to say out loud, my eyes still get watery and I still get sad, I still don't believe it's real. But with that said, I am doing better for sure. Everyday gets not better, not easier, but becomes more normal? I don't really know the word to use but I'm sure you understand.
With that being said, I quickly wanted to announce some changes I wish to make to the blog. I will no longer be posting plan with me's. I just haven't really been enjoying them, I put pressure on myself to make sure they come out perfect, it's COSTLY and I got behind on buying them and planning out the spreads so I really don't even have any kits right now. Maybe I'll bring them back, I have seen plenty of YouTubers say they missed planning for themselves and then got back into that and then wanted to start recording again. But for now I am saying no more PWM. Now because those will be gone, I will now only be posting on Tuesdays and Thursdays. The other content will all be the same + some make up thrown here & there. Definitely no make up looks, seeing how I am still a beginner but I am buying products and I would love to include them, even if they're just in my monthly favs or like a seasonal haul. I am hoping for more travel/adventure posts and I do have some planned/scheduled but obviously I need more.
That's about all I had planned to discuss, just a life update, why I went missing, and how I plan on changing the blog. I know this post isn't all over the place but I hope you're still excited to read, see how I grow on here and just go along life with me. Thank you & see you on Thursday.
Love,
Bee